10:19 PM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Bites!
It's been long since i last update.
Interesting how I treat my life as " No Life?"
Nah.... that's not it...
I'm patiently waiting for the right moment to start the happiness in life.
But there's lots to sacrifies. Ergg... I hate sacrifising...
But that's the important steping stone i need to do.
I'm glad that i have interest in making myslef happy.
Imagination is working!
Miracle!!
Time running faster.
Good....
Just perfect for everything...
Great.
I having a good time getting rid of those bad memories in my mind.
Btw, If you don't like me.... What make you think i like you too?
Well If you think I'm no good, What make you think you are better?
You Pissing yourself off...
So just forget that I have nothing to do with you.
You hates is to my behaviour.
You just hate me because of my personality that you just couldn't accept.
Well, Don't ask me to change! Ask yourself to accept people the way they are.
I will not listen to whom is not better moral then others.
Thanks anyway for your act of SHIT!
I'm gladly appreciated that....
I'm being remembered by you!
9:07 PM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Headaching, Eyes begging for mercy...
Stomach grumbling?
I'm totally insane with things going on right now.
IMH!! ( I miss Him )
guess who?
StucK to This crap sister of my for the whole holidays... I've been seeing her EVERY single days..
Thanks for The KungFu panda Tattoos la....
Now i lazy to make it gone!!
How dare You put it On me While I was a sleep??!! I shall fine one Tattoo to put on u!!!
ON you FACe!!
BloodY Hell I'm tired!!
Can't Wait till tomoro 8.30pm!!
Hell Yah I want to sleeP my way All to saturdy morning after attachment..
And Pls teacher!! ShoPPings again?! I like it!!
You my Ipod Touch!
I love learning your way!
Happy2!! The Grease Musical in schooL on saturday...
My sis and i will be goin!!
So good lucks to all who performing!! Make it happen!!
And I want to buy FAMOUS AMOS!!! butterscotch please!!
ps: I'm deperate to be in love again! =P (yah right!!!)
5:25 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
At Times like this, I quite don't understand why i can still smile?
Even though my beauty sleep is lacking...
There is much for me to learn...
More thing for me to do..
But i only wishes one thing...
One thing in life that i always wanted.
"To keep my hopes alive"
I believe that it will always come true.
Even if it's impossible, but that doesn't discourage me.
My imagintion play through it.
I'm thankful to that I've love someone before...
Cause it bring nothing but only a wide smile in me.
It is some experience to be in such places...
But i'm not good at it now...
No matter how heavy and torturing it is.....
It didn't hurt that much.
Maybe is that i didn't expect anything.
It just that i love the way it is.
Bad or good....
it just like playing a little Nice fantasy game.
Like i wanting to say that i can mentally control my emotions, conciousness and etc that is using brains..
How can i forgive myself for being this way?
I just want other to be happy.
Me to be happy too...
Guess I can only dream.
If i change?
Will it affect others too?
Keep smiling Jumie " You are strong!!"
I know you are.
Pro at Rationalizm.
Ouh well guess I stop here Then.
Btw to Anyone who love Christmas....
"MERRY CHRISTMAS"
haha
Joy to the world...... lala la... LA...
haha
"smile, smile"
muacks!
hehe
10:43 PM
Friday, December 19, 2008
Being used, being used being used!
Reality speaking...
You're scammed!
FUCK YOU shit!!!
Arghh!!
Fucking people!!
GTH!!
Okay calm own Jumie..
You know what to do!
There's no need to panic.
Drop topic.
I getting crazy over something that is......
That damn pendant is lost and i can't get over it!!!!!!!!!
Arh!!!!!!!! shit!!
1:59 PM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Was i dreaming?Well absolutely not!
He was there yesterday! I sure about that...
Woah...
I couldn't even believe it!
He's make me smile seeing him this late though.
I'm down so down that i can't even smile.
My precious pendant it's gone.
Not @ home.. But somewhere outside...
and i don't where?
You get one for me?
You will?
Can i see that coming?
We'll see....
I'm abit hurt hearing what he says, yesterday,
but that doesn't change my mind to be there for him.
I don't care what other say...
He's always the best...
And i wish he knows that.
Sincere = "Doing something that you wish and never expect anything in return."
I do everything sincerely!!
Open your eyes and mind big... and you know it!
My reasons for not being with anybody beside you it's because...
I can't help to be away from you.
And no one interest me beside you.
No matter what you did...
I still doesn't mind about it...
Why?
I don't know why...
I just follow what i feel like.. =)
Thanks for the night!
Though I feel kind of jealous, but you share...
and i like it...
10:21 PM
Sunday, December 14, 2008
I wish i could be forever TeenS!
Times really run fast so fast that i wish i could just end it there and never want to look back.
How could i feel the pain now?
Why can't it be past?
I'm so depress over complicated life right now.
Why i always make the wrong choices and acceptance to other own feelings?
Why don't i have guts to fight them back?
No matter what why can i simply hate a person?
I miss your love that keep my heart beating..
Your Touch that bind around me..
Your Voices that linger through my mind...
I can't never forget you love....
Never can i never think of you...
No matter how dead i feel, My hearts still beat for you.
I miss you love.
Waiting till you held your lovely hands to bring me to the brightest place and make me tha happiest person in the world.
Ok that is way too much!! haha
I seriously am missing someone...
Can't i jus keep on dreaming and never wake up?
I love it...
I wish you could hear me out loud that i still cheering to love you no matter what!
Oppss...
Ok i better stop talking crap!!
I have to go now!! Sleepy mood!!
need a dream!! before i start all my crap!!
3:00 PM
Friday, December 12, 2008
I would definitely wanted to hug the person in my dream though i get push!
It a nice dream!
Not the part where we fall from a high building...
It makes my sweet dream dissapeared with a sudden wake. =(
I wish i could have such dream everyday....
It makes my sleep nice, happy and want u to be around!
Though reality i'm sure it won't happen..
Atleast i could dream!!
It Like you keep me safe while i sleep!
Nice!!
I will never ever stop dreaming!!
EVER!!
Can't wait till i ever get to hug you in reality =)
Till then..
Jumie Keep dreaming!!
credits.
Bites!
Was i dreaming?
Times really run fast so fast that i wish i could just end it there and never want to look back.
I would definitely wanted to hug the person in my dream though i get push!